I'm learning

I'm learning. That's it. I'm learning how to not let things take complete control. I'm learning how to be patient. I'm learning to talk. I'm learning not to hold my feelings inside until they come exploding out and I have random crying fits. I'm learning to readjusted to this cruel world. I'm learning to put trust in others. For no reason I can think of, I have major trust issues. I take that back. I used to be an atheist. AND I have a hearing impairment. I think some people are only joking when they say kids are cruel and mean. but they really are cruel and mean and I honestly don't understand how someone, another kid, a teacher, a parent (I don't mean mine), anyone, reach out to me, tell me it would be okay. BUT I'm learning. And it's going to take some time.