I'm in a funk. I don't know. I feel like I'm just here. A rock. A rock that serves others but doesn't necessarily look after itself. I'm really easily irritated lately. Little things set me off. And it eithers makes me mad or I burst out randomly crying. It's just like what the hell am I doing here? I'm not in school and I don't have a job. And I kinda don't care about either really. I kinda of find myself each day just wanting to lay in bed and not do anything. I basically feel like everything I try at, I fail at. I feel useless. I AM useless. I don't want to go to school or get a job. I mean seriously, what's the point of even being here?