I've lost another friendship but I'm not so sure that I care. Because it is all just so stupid.
I'm back in school this semester and I have a license and a car. School has been okay. I'm sucking in US History 2. I was so sure that when the semester started, I was going to breeze through US History 2 and struggle in Psychology and it is the complete and total opposite. And I hate it and I'm worried. There isn't much time left in the semester. I really have to do well on the next test if I want the grade I want. My future is riding on this. If I don't get my GPA, I'm out for the next five years. And this....scares the shit out of me. But Alix and my parents have been the best supporters of me. They tell that they love me and they have faith in me. They don't pressure me, they just encourage me. And that is so much appreciated.
I really want to try and write some more. And not just when I have some deep thought. Just write regularly.