I think about it all the time. I can think of a million ways to do it. I can think of all the problems that it would solve for me. I don't even care about anyone else anymore. I'm tired of putting people before me. It's time for me to do whatever the heck I want and not worry about others. PERIOD. I don't want to even do anything anymore. I just want to sleep. I care nothing about softball, photography, writing, and CCF anymore. I have lost interest in everything I used to love. I want to do nothing but sleep. Nobody even reads this. So why should anyone care about how I feel? They don't so, why should I care about this stupid life?